Thursday, September 30, 2010

Random

I am sitting here amidst a cluster of computer code. Slightly high on Blender's Pride. Some Baul Blues is running in the background (my laptop). The words go something like 'My restless mind doesn’t listen to me'. Some amazing blues guitar tinkles ceaselessly. It’s a fast 4-4 beat. My mind has surprisingly calmed down. All the deliveries seem to be passé.
'You can’t be tied down. O my mind calm down or else I’ll never understand you.'
I have become blind to the glaring lights of my cube. The irritating AC doesn’t seem to disturb me anymore. Outlook just told me that I have a meeting in another 15 minutes. I am hardly prepared for the meeting. But who cares.
'Your wild dream will crash when you know that you are uncontrollable. You never listen to me O my restless mind'.

It’s been 3 and a half years since I have mustered up pointless words like these. Exactly 162 of them so far.

Outlook buzzes again. 5 minutes to the meeting. I open my PPT.
'You can’t be tied down. O my mind, calm down, or else I’ll never understand you.'